Monday, January 30, 2006

Frag You!

Just finished watching the Season 1 of Battlestar Galactica. Actually, nauna ko panoorin yung episodes 1-10 ng season 2. Syempre, kanino pa galling, kay pirata Jay! Battlestar is my number 1 Sci-Fi TV show.

Battlestar Galactica tells the story of the spaceship called Battlestar Galactica; the 12 tribes of Cobol; the Cylons and traveling outerspace in search for the planet Earth. It’s better than Star Trek.

And daming murahan sa show. Pero hindi siya censored. Why? Kasi may sariling curse word ang BSG. FRAG.

Frag you. Fragged up. Wahahaha!

San ka pa?

Interesting characters sina Lee “Apollo” Adama, Starbuck and Sharon. Especially Sharon the human toaster.

Na-ge-gets niyo ba mga sinabi ko? Pa-burn kayo kay Jay ng DVD. 15 pesos lang per disk.

You need to watch the 2 part mini-series. ~3hrs. Worth it.


Need some bubblegum?

Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum.

The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.

- Baz Luhurmann, Everybody’s Free (To Wear Sunscreen)

Happily Ever After

When we were kids, we wished we lived in fairy tale land. Riding the magic carpet all over the world or be the superhero you always wanted to be. We wrote letters to Santa Claus every Christmas. We lived a worry free world when we were kids.

But kids had grown to adults. The fairy tale disappears. Reality suddenly rushed in. Brain freeze. People have trust issues. People became practical. Boring.

I wish that I could go back in my fairy tale-like world. It is hard to entirely let go of that make believe universe. Even if we grow up as adults we have this smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day we can go back to our fantasy land, close our eyes, wish for something big and it will come true.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Pain and Regrets

Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop."

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.

Regrets are a waste of time. They're the past crippling you in the present. There's only so much you can take before there comes a time when you just have to get out.

How are you ever going to be happy if you keep wallowing?

Regrets are a waste of time.

Friday, January 27, 2006

Di nakatiis, balik blog!

Kinain ko yata ang mga sinabi ko. Sabi ko kasi sa last post ko eh matagal-tagal bago ulit ako magblog. Pero di ko kinaya. Kailangan ko magsulat.
Nasaktan ako, natamaan, nainis, nagalit. Pero tapos na yun kasi nakuha ko na yung bonus ko! Hindi na pro-rated bonus kasi more than 1 year na ako! Hehehe. Too bad, I need to pay my credit card and phone bills.
Pero sa totoo lang, di kasi ako marunong magtampo. Minsan lang. Pero mabilis din naman gumaan ang loob ko. Kasi alam ko wala namang patutunguhan. Pinakamatagal na siguro yung kay Giselle pero natapos na yung sama ng loob ko last year. Back to normal (ano nga ba ang normal?)
Nag-isip-isip ako, kailangan mag-tame down ako ng konti. Puro angst at sama ng loob ang sinulat ko sa blog. Ginamit ko kasi ang blog ko para ilabas ang sama ng loob ko. Dito, naisip ko, walang mag-ju-judge, walang makiki-elam. Walang epal! Ulitin ko… walang epal!
Kasi, bakit mo naman iinisin yung sarili mo? Kung ayaw mong basahin, di kita pinipilit? Di ko naman ina-advertise 'tong blog ko.
Sabi ko nga, tapos na yun. Ayoko na mainis kasi nakakapagod. Sayang lang ang oras ko. Madami pa akong panonoorin na TV Shows na galing kay Jay.
So ano na ba ang balak ko sa blog ko?
Basta ang alam ko, hindi na magiging diary itong blog ko. Minsan lang siguro kasi naisip ko, mas mabuti nga na sa akin na lang yung mga sarili kong saloobin. Di na kailangan malaman ng mga tao, ng mga friends ko at mga “friends” ko.
Kalmado na ako, salamat sa bonus ko na malamang wala pang 1week, ubos na! Buti na lang may bonus ulit next pay day! Tapos may OT + Rice pay pa kasabay ng bonus 2 weeks from now. Yahoo! Mahal ko na ulit ang trabaho ko! Balik blog na ‘ko!

Sunday, January 01, 2006